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The Month of New Beginning
This Hebrew year we began a new column with Rabbi Charna Rosenholtz, who is offering a 12-part column exploring the spiritual and psychological wisdom of each Hebrew month. Drawing from Torah, Kabbalah, Mussar, and seasonal awareness, each installment will highlight core themes, practices, and reflections to help ground us in sacred time. Join us on this monthly journey through the Jewish calendar.
Nissan is the month of spring, the month of Pesach, and the first month in the Jewish calendar of sacred time. It arrives when the world is beginning again. The light changes. The air shifts. Small things push up through the ground. Nothing is fully settled. Spring is beautiful, though it is not neat. It is a season of movement, instability, and renewal.
That makes Nissan a good teacher.
Jewish time is never only about dates. Each month carries a quality, a spiritual mood, and a question. Nissan is the month of emergence. It asks what in us is ready to come to life again. It asks where we are still stuck. It asks what freedom might mean beyond the slogan. Pesach sits in the heart of this month, and Pesach is not only the memory of a long-ago escape from Egypt. It is a yearly practice of noticing the narrow places in our own lives and asking what it takes to move through them. Egypt in Hebrew is Mitzrayim, a word that suggests constriction, tightness, narrowness. So the story of Exodus is not only national history. It is also a human map.
Nissan is the season in which we remember that change is possible. Not instant change. Not magic. Real change. The kind that begins when something closed starts to open. In the older Jewish symbolic tradition, Nissan is linked with the tribe of Judah, the letter heh, the sense of speech, the element of fire, and the sign of Aries. These old associations are not just decorative. They offer a language for thinking about the inner work of the month.
Let’s begin with Judah.
Judah becomes the leading tribe of Israel. Kings come from Judah. David comes from Judah. Mashiach is imagined through Judah’s line. That is a great deal of weight for one name to carry. And yet Judah’s greatness does not begin in perfection. It begins in development. His name, Yehudah, is connected to hoda’ah—acknowledgment, gratitude, praise. When Leah gives birth to him, she says:
הַפַּעַם אוֹדֶה אֶת־יְהוָה
“This time I will praise Hashem.”
(Genesis 29:35)
That line matters. Judah is rooted in acknowledgment. In Jewish life, acknowledgment is not small. It is the beginning of wisdom. To acknowledge is to tell the truth. To recognize that life is not self-generated. To be grateful. To admit reality. To bow a little before what is larger than oneself. That is why some teachers connect Judah with the quality of bitul, selflessness or humility. Not low self-worth. Not disappearing. Something healthier and more demanding: the ability to get over oneself enough to serve what matters.
This is part of what Nissan asks of us. A new beginning requires humility. It asks us to admit that something is not working. It asks us to listen. It asks us to be teachable. Judah’s own story in Torah reflects this. Early on, he is implicated in the selling of Joseph. He is not innocent. He is part of a family system shaped by favoritism, envy, and pain. Yet Judah does not stay frozen in that earlier version of himself. He grows. He changes. He becomes capable of responsibility. Later, when famine strikes and Benjamin’s safety is on the line, Judah steps forward. He tells his father, “I myself will be surety for him” (Genesis 43:9). And when the moment of truth comes before Joseph, Judah offers himself in Benjamin’s place. That is leadership. Not dominance. Not charisma. Moral maturity. The willingness to bear responsibility for another. That is one of the deep teachings of Nissan. Freedom is not merely the removal of pressure. Freedom is the growth of responsibility. We leave slavery in order to become capable of covenant.
Nissan is also linked with the letter heh (ה). Heh is a soft letter, a breath letter. It opens rather than closes. Some teachers see it as a window or an opening in the heart. It creates space. It lets air in. It suggests the possibility of teshuvah, return. This feels right for spring and for Pesach. Liberation begins with an opening. A bit more breath. A bit more honesty. A bit more room in the heart. Before the sea parts, before the people sing, there is first the cry of those who can no longer live in a crushed state. God hears that cry. Redemption starts there.
Nissan is also associated with speech. On Pesach, this becomes very clear. The seder is built around telling. We speak the story. We ask questions. We answer children. We remember aloud. Slavery closes the mouth. Redemption restores speech. This is not only about talking more. It is about speaking more truthfully. Naming what hurts. Naming what binds us. Naming what we hope for. In that sense, Pesach is a school for human dignity. A people becomes free by recovering its voice.
From the second night of Pesach, we begin counting the Omer. This links liberation to revelation. Freedom is not the end of the story. It is the beginning of a path. The counting takes us from the rush of Exodus to the discipline of becoming a people able to receive Torah. In that way, Nissan does not only teach breakthrough. It also teaches process. We count because inner growth takes time. One day, then another. One step, then another. The soul does not mature all at once.
The fire of Nissan adds one more layer. Fire can consume, and fire can energize. In this month, it is the fire of beginning. The energy needed to move. The courage to step forward before everything is resolved. Spring does not wait for certainty. It starts anyway. That is why Nissan matters so much. It teaches that renewal is real, and that it asks something of us. Open the heart. Tell the truth. Accept responsibility. Take the next step.
Pesach does not ask us to pretend we are fully free. It asks us to begin. Nissan is the month that reminds us that beginning again is holy work.
Rabbi Charna Rosenholtz
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